Well this last week has been awful. Nothing to do with the surrogacy, so I wont go into it. But its left me drained and doubting myself. I even got to the point of thinking, what if I stuff this up and bring bad luck to the ips?? Lets just say Ive had a rough time this week.

Thank you to all my lovely friends and my kids and of course dear husband, for pulling me out of my black hole and shaking me hard.

I chatted to IM on Monday, I was quite distracted, but I vaguely remember I promising I would call her again. I have the Ultrasound now on Monday...due to lovely female reasons ;)