Hips dont lie...

Well that's it...I need a new pelvis.

I am already over the pain and I know it gets worse.  I am actually a bit scared.  The belt helps a bit, defiantly better then nothing for sure.  But its the throbbing constant pain in my right hip and the constant 'click' when I move a certain way.  I am actually researching on if it would be wise for me to have a Cesarean instead of a natural birth.  Ideally I would love too give birth, I love this part..but I don't want it to cripple me for the rest of my life either.  That is the reality right now, it happens.  Im also worried that I may end up on crutches or bed rest later on...what happens to my family, who looks after them??

I have to keep reminding myself to 'Slow down' and 'take it easy' and to 'not overdo it'  uhhh duh...I have 3 kids (one a crazy, sometimes stroppy 3 year old) and many dogs...wth?? sigh.

I guess I am frustrated as well right now, with my body for being so annoying...prepare for more whinging about it as this blog grows...sorry,.lol

Pam and I have decided to get an  Amniocentesis. After back and forth with the Drs seems my scores have become even more risky. I'm not too excited about it but whatever.  Is not my baby.

I feel like a bit of a science experiment right now.  

Just so everyone is clear:

Surrogacy is AULTERISTIC in Australia - I am not paid any 

money.  My bills are covered and that it it.

ok done that..finaly

So yesterday I finally got my bloods done for Genea..I had to take all three kids as I needed to get them done! They were actually pretty good. Ayla sat on my lap watching video of herself on my iphone, Bailey was on my Ipad playing 'Minecraft' (I personally don't get the fun in this game, but then again i am getting old when it comes to technology,lol) Teig got to sit on the big spinning chair..I had bribed him with the making of slime when we got home so he sat as still as a statue!! lol! (..and yes, we made the slime..ugh)

The blood nurse was a little surprised at what had to be drawn and I think she was relieved I was an easy person to get blood from! lol So now we wait...again...

I did speak to P on the way there (bluetooth headphones ;P) and said I wasn't sure if we would get anywhere because of the whole thyroid issue. I had told her previously I was prescribe meds, but I hadn't taken them yet.

She is actually booking me in the see and endricologist, so if it needs to get sorted it will properly..I'm a bit annoyed at myself for my body being a Pain in The Bum, right now...